Fifty Sixth

smtimes we just have to accept that things are not gonna happen the way we want it to be.
tonight was such a disappointment, but still,looking at the sweater makes me happy, a bit.
i just gave up,
& i don't wanna be in that kind of place anymore.
it's rly hard to do this,
but i have to & im trying to.
right now, im feeling so fucking stupid
& i rly rly rly am disappointed.
Giving up in this kind of situation is the best.
& yes, it is.
gahh, i don't want it to be like this,
but it just happened.




Hannah & im very very sad