Twenty Seventh

Reasons why i shouldn't stay in Seri Puteri:-
-i just hurted by someone, ugh come on, terasa lahh siket
-bazir duit,twice a week ayah kene dtg tgk hannah kat sekolah&&
hantar baju kat laundry
-dnt really have the time with my parents
-i wanna spend time with abg harris,abg hazim, kak suzie && kak ayue
-i want my old friends especially NURUL AMEERAH AWALAN
-i hate it there
-i dnt have anyone except for my SUPERSTARS && theyre always busy
-ive learnt to be an independent woman for a year , which is last year, so, i think im independent enough
-i think it's not good to stay there & know what, abg hazim also said that
-i rather accept mama's "torture days"(mama said that) at home than staying at the schl
-i want this one woman to terasa that i really really sad because of her, but unlucky me , she did not terasa at all, & lagi lah buat aku taknak duduk sekolah tu
-i dont think so, i layak to stay in that kind of schl& it's only a gift from Allah & not because of i AM pandai
-ugh, come on, i really did not want to stay at a hostel, PLEASE
-i cant stand this anymore & tmrw i have to go back

so, PLEASE ayah & mama
i don't wanna stay in that kind of school
im not good enough & i don't want you guys to expect more from me
mama said
ok, i know how it feels. but why don't you just wait until you dah f3, then you get good results,we decide you really wanna stay in SERI PUTERI or you really don't want to.

so, now im waiting response from ayah
& btw, thank you Mama for understanding me
im so not enjoying life there
even sometimes, i looked happy, but that only will happen when im with my superstars && certain of my friends there.
so, thank you guys (: i should be grateful have friends like you guys. ily guys so so much


Hannah ;( ( i do not want my life to be like this, locked inside, alone.i hate to be alone )